Salem nodded and swallowed. 'Slow and steady' seemed to conflict with 'we need to hurry' in his mind. He felt he needed a few minutes to rest and allow the throbbing in his head and back to die down- but would that really even help?
"Alright, I'll try again," he said. He closed his eyes and did his best to block out the pain.
He reached out, trying to feel the tendrils. Now that he'd gotten one to move, he seemed to have little trouble picking them out, though he was still having trouble sensing the whole mass, or even, for the most part, where individual tendrils began and ended.
As he'd done before, he found one and managed to stop it, and get it to move back and forth. Mar had used several of these things when he'd shown him how to do this... doing his best to keep track of the one tendril he was already controlling, he reached tentatively for another. After a few tries, he finally managed to 'catch' two of them. His mind was growing more and more used to dealing with these things, whatever they were.
He tried moving them... and they did move. Sort of. He found he could move both of them together with relative ease... but that wouldn't be much use to him for flight. He tentatively tried wiggling them opposite each other, but neither one seemed to want to cooperate- they began undulating, and he could feel that he nearly lost his grip on them. He tightened them down and brought them to a stop, and then, mustering all his concentration, tried again.
This time they vibrated so badly that he actually did lose his grip on one. He stopped trying to get them to wiggle and idly swung the one he had back and forth for a few seconds, thinking- how in Nerphid's name was he supposed to do this? When he began paying attention to the tendril again, he noticed it had bent into a perfect curl, almost exactly as he been imagining.
Interesting... He plucked another tendril from the seething mass of them- this one felt effortless, but he was pretty sure he'd just gotten lucky- and tried again. This time, he let his concentration drop and simply tried to
feel where he wanted them to go, as if he were bending his own leg or arm.
"Ah!" he yelped. To his complete surprise, that had worked far better than he'd expected. They waved back and forth much like he'd intended. "This is harder when you put too much thought into it," he said offhandedly. He tried to envision the two tendrils waving back and forth as though they were an insect's antennae. They seemed to comply, to some degree; he was able to get them to move where he wanted. There was still a delay between his intention of moving them, and their moving, and they still weren't going quite where he wanted them, and they still seemed to jerk and shudder and take their own small detours on occasion, but at least he was getting a feel for them.
"Okay, now for this 'soul' thing," he muttered, momentarily forgetting that he wasn't alone in the room. He again began searching for the 'light' that was him, or his 'mana-based soul,' in the darkness. He lost his grip on one of the tendrils, but continued idly waving the other as he searched.
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