Kelran sighed deeply, it seemed he was doing alot of that today.
"In a group like yours, especially in a position like yours, change or addition or removal of group members can upset very fine, very important balances. Believe me, Ive seen it happen, its happened to me. twice.
Friendship, and family, and love are the most valuable things you can ever have, and my arrival can concievably threaten damage to that, especially if I catalize or cause changes in Cody for the worse. I must admit, Im not averse to leadership, but Ive never been under the command of any but my seniors, and none but my kind. We are taught from the earliest of ages to respect other races as equal, but to avoid allowing them to command us."
He shifted uncomfortably, "I want to help, I want to be an extension of your group, but... I cant.." here Kelran's voice took on an almost apologetic, albiet very firm tone, "and I wont accept leadership. I neither want it over me, nor do I wish to be one.
I simply wish to be regarded as an equal by everyone in the group, including and especially its leader.
I do not wish to sound... arrogant. but I have much to offer you. I have several years of tactical and survival training and experience, technically I outrank everyone here. But thats doesnt matter to me."
Kelran shifted again, and hoped no one would actually ask about his rank "I simply want to avoid confrontation. I do not wish Cody to percieve me as a challenger to his authority. Even, no *especially* because he is a natural leader. I will react badly, he will react badly, and we risk changing who we are when its not worth it."
Kelran dearly wished Festhar was there, instead of who-knew how many lightyears away.