'...It would be so easy... I had the power. I had the power to destroy her before she destroyed me.
I should do it.
But I knew I wouldn't. Not now. Not tonight. Not in cold blood. Life was sacred. Even the life of an enemy.
But how about the lives of my friends? Weren't their lives more sacred?...'
- #19:The Departure - pg.68.
Extract from Cassie's internal conflict, upon meeting the Controller Karen. The line in bold gives me the shivers everytime I read it, dunno know why.
I think it's because, before I read this book I had it in my head that, in a fight, you fight to save your friends, not protect your enemies. And Cassie here, is the only one of the Anis, whom I think, was capable of seeking for an alternative.
I imagine it takes a person of an exeptional kind, to spare the life of a sworn enemy. Killing the person who'll bring you down, is easy. Commandable it is to think of an alternative.