Efaen's lips set into a thin line. "No, I do not think that, if my memories were returned, I would turn on my friends. But I do not know for certain and I do not want those memories back. Why would I want to remember the pain I caused? Or the pain that was inflicted upon me? I am -- was -- happy with who I am now. I was content to serve the rebellion. Now, if you'll excuse me."
She turns, stalking over to Myitt. She completely ignores Terenia, who is leaning into Illim, in the midst of a full-on breakdown, and instead addresses the Yeerk who told her she had a place in the rebellion.
"Myitt," she says, nodding curtly. "I'd like to apologize for anything my role at Corvus may have done to ruin your opinion of me. I assure you, my memories have not come back, nor do I want them to. I don't know what happened to Arnash -- the Electorate took him from me -- but if he were here I would gladly be reinfested." She swallows, glancing around the Dome nervously. "These aren't my people," she says flatly. "And they never will be, dammit. I--" Sighing, she runs a hand through her dark curls, identical in texture to Myitt's own host's hair. "Ossanlin wants to try and help find any survivors. If we do, and some are hostless, consider myself available. I don't know what else I can ****ing do."
She falls silent then, as Ossanlin returns to the Dome. When he asks for those interested to follow him to the bridge she hangs back, opting to remain in the Dome, away from the Andalite Captain's watch.
Keslin plants one final kiss on Tess' forehead before following Ossanlin back to the Dome. "I appreciate your help," he says quietly as they walk. "It may be prudent to place a priority on locating any of our lost medical staff. Tess is going to go into labor soon, and no one here knows how to deliver one child, let alone two. It's dangerous for the babies, and for her." He keeps his voice level as he talks, but the way Chris' eyes tighten and his hands tremble give light to his nerves.
He continues following Ossanlin to the bridge, gesturing for Aya and Lanath to follow. Dom seems content to stay on the bridge, and Keslin leaves him there, trusting that the Croatian man will keep abreast of the situation in his own ways.
"Lanath, Aya," he murmurs under his breath as they walk, "I need your memory now more than ever. Keep close to Ossanlin, befriend some of the other Andalites if you can. You'll report to me periodically once we reinstitute the Council." Chris' sharp blue eyes raise to Ossanlin's back, then lower again. "I am grateful to them, but I do not trust them."
When they reach the bridge, Keslin comes to a halt, eyebrows raising in interest. <<I never thought I would live to see the bridge of an Andalite Dome Ship,>> he comments to Chris, a part of him eager to go and inspect the controls. He remains still, though, wary gaze on Ossanlin.
"Impressive," Keslin comments diplomatically, clasping his hands behind his back. When the other Andalites on the bridge salute Ossanlin he cannot help but smirk a little.
<<Man, can you imagine how our people would've reacted if we made them salute us?>> Chris asks, laughing a little.
<<This is a more structured society,>> Keslin says mildly, lowering his gaze to hide his amusement.