Should I leave?

[Darth Zakryn]

I've been thinking of leaving RAF. Should I?

[Darth Zakryn]

Well, I do remember helping you out when you doubted it. Thanks for returning the favor.

[Darth Zakryn]

Good advice. I do remember.

EDIT: It's not so much anyone offending me as me offending others. Just thought I'd clear that up.

[Shenmue654]

;3 You haven't offended anyone. We can get pretty serious when it comes to debate, but you've been as reasonable as you can be given your tough circumstances. *Huggles* ^_______^

[Darth Zakryn]

Thanks, Shen. Would anyone really miss me if I left? I haven't felt like the best RAFian lately...

[Darth Zakryn]

Thanks. I know you would. I don't suppose you've heard what's happened with my family recently?

[Darth Zakryn]

Actually, it turns out that that is a long story. It turns out that yes she was raped and attacked viciously, but she actually lived. We don't talk home that much, and our phone bill is especially expensive long distance, and someone miscommunicated the wrong thing with us, and one thing led to another and that's how we ended up thinking that. She was in the hospital since November, though, and I just wanna kill the SOB who did it to her and maybe the idiot who led me to think she was dead...

[Darth Zakryn]

But there's one thing I forgot; I know her, and I know she's been very depressed before, clinically depressed. There is a possiblity she might commit suicide. Things have happened to her in the past, and while there is a slight chance she'll do it, it's slight nonetheless. That's why I sent her a letter. Dunno how I can go there, though. We live 600 miles away, and we barely have enough to feed ourselves after the rent is paid. I'll figure something out, though. It would be even worse now if she died after finding out she's still alive.

[Darth Zakryn]

No one believed you? That's horrible!

[Darth Zakryn]

Why that's enraging! Really sickening! How do you DO it? If that was me for some reason, I'd dispense a little "justice" myself.

[Darth Zakryn]

Yes...... well, back to the subject at hand, I think I should leave. I really blew it big time in insulting Alic. If not permanently, then for a while.

[Darth Zakryn]

Well, I'm going to be leaving soon. If I come back, it might be a while. Thank you all.

[DinosaurNothlit]

I really wish I could convince you to stay, but I'm not sure what more I can say beyond what I've already said.  I'll miss you, Zakryn.  I wish you the best.

[Darth Zakryn]

I can't do it. I can't leave RAF. I've tried, but I don't think I can do it. It feels like a place where I belong, but I feel so guilty about how I've been acting the past few years...

[Noelle]

It sounds like you're going through a rough time, just take a breather.    I'm very sorry to hear about your family.  (I did not get the whole story, to be completely honest this is my first day venturing outside of the first three threads in the forums, I guess I've been RAFantisocial up until now.  XD)


No one ever died from being insulted, even if you did insult them.  In a world of 7 billion people, not everyone is going to get along.  And when it comes to debating, well, its debating, if you can't stand the heat, get out of the kitchen. 


I don't think you've done anything worth leaving over.