We ran into the woods to think. To meditate. To...reflect...to process. Being one, alone was a terrifying experience. One which we will never put ourselves in again. But we had to. If just to get over it.
We stood in a clearing in the middle of the woods and closed all our eyes, except the eye that had been replaced by an interphasic scanner. That eye could not be closed, would never blink again.
We thought about Pizali...we thought about Chugilor. Esthip. Vetaq, Claxter's father. About Jaegis IV. About...that day when it all ended, yet somehow it all had just began.
None of the patrons, even the ones we were acquainted with, could understand our pain. Not even Vetaq's son. It's different really, everything the Alvie do to you. It's hard to tell whether the Alvie or the Yeerks are worse...the Yeerks take control of your body and can be fought, but they do it to conquer, simply to not be helpless. The Alvie pervert your body into a mess of machine and organism, and permanently take over your body, but they feel they are raising quality of life for others...
The Alvie. To us, there was no greater abomination. The Alvie would pay, eventually, for all the horrible things they've done to others...and to us.
We lied down. And thought some more...