Chris O'Hearn has spent the better part of the day sleeping, while Keslin waits impatiently for the human's body to recharge. The Yeerk spends many of the hours going over his own and his host's memories of the interactions on the ship so far. He steers clear of memories of Tess' delivery, or the death of their son, or even the survival of their other son, who seems to be doing well. All of those personal considerations would make his role as leader more difficult.
For the many years that Keslin had served as leaders of the pirates he had refused to allow himself to get too close to Tess, despite Chris' own relationship with her. Rejoining Reven's rebellion had allowed Keslin to relax, to find stability, and to truly become a part of Tess' life, intimately. When they had decided to start a family, they had known there were risks, but now Keslin is cursing himself for allowing himself to become complacent. The risks were there, but they had seemed so distant, until that night the Andalites had attacked.
Never would have expected it from them, Keslin berates himself.
Dimly, Keslin is aware of Ossanlin's thought-speech. Chris' consciousness stirs slightly in response, and Keslin prods it further.
<<Come on, Chris,>> Keslin sighs. <<You've gotten more sleep than you probably will for awhile. We have business to attend to.>>
He isn't allowing himself to get his hopes up. This rendezvous spot should be where the better part of their medical staff was located, along with any patients that had survived and a few stragglers assigned to that particular division. Should be. Assuming they hadn't been shot down during the escape, and had managed to survive the intervening weeks.
Pushing himself up from the bed, Keslin ignores Chris' groggy protest and moves carefully through the room. Tess is still asleep, he notes with some relief. She deserves it, he thinks to himself, pausing to brush back a strand of her vivid pink hair.
He stops again at the small, makeshift cradle, holding his son. "James," he whispers. His hands are trembling too badly to grant him the confidence to pick the child up. Instead, he just watches the infant for a long moment, swallowing back a wave of bitter emotion.
Not now, he commands himself, straightening. He goes over to the facilities and cleans himself up best he can.
<<It's alright, man,>> Chris comments, slowly coming out of his sleepy stupor. <<I know. It sucks.>>
<<It does indeed,>> Keslin murmurs. <<But we do not have time to grieve, or to celebrate. We must continue moving forward.>>
By the time Keslin makes his way to the indicated Docking Hangar Chris is fully awake, and more well-rested than he has been in awhile. He steps into the hangar and looks around cautiously.