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Book MCDXX (1,420): "Everything Must Go!" -- The Giving Compulsion is cast.
New chapter.
CHAPTER TWO:
Escapism and Divide
Cloak was back in his room, the one he grew up in ever since he was nine-years-old. Only it seemed more cavernous, and prison-like, almost as if it was within the Oblivion Gate. The room was wide and spacious, yet confining and oppressive. It was almost as if he was at the bottom of a deep well.
He was actually a few years younger, feeling horribly about himself. Feeling as if he was trapped, without anyway out. That he'd be trapped there forevermore, with his mother serving as his jailor and not his mother. She never had a kind word from him ever since he stopped being a cute kid -- and even then they were few and far between. He was said upon his bed, legs pressed close to his chest, with his arms wrapped around them. His head was laid upon his knees, as he sang in a quiet murmur.
"I guess I have to face,
That in this awful place,
I shouldn't show a trace . . .
Of doubt."
He lifted his head, and his feline fur was stained with tears. This wasn't a home. Especially after Sage had passed on, his mother had become more . . . harsh. She no longer had to fear reprisals from her father, who Cloak was absolutely sure would not have approved of her abusive actions.
But he still felt trapped, with only one possible, socially unacceptable exit. And it was an exit he didn't want to take, but it was the only way he saw out of this prison. The only way to escape this pain, this deep emotional pain he felt deep within his heart and soul. He felt so trapped and helpless . . .
"But, pulled against the grain,
I feel a lot of pain,
That I would rather do . . .
Without."
This room seemed to grow darker and colder. The frigid darkness seemed to be reaching within and touching every part, every facet of his being. Chilling him to his core, but this cold caused a certain lethargy in all parts of him that he touched. It was becoming more and more difficult to see a point in it all. It was making it seem like living was nothing but pain . . .
"I'd rather be free-ee-ee, free-ee-ee, free . . .
I'd rather be free-ee-ee, free-ee-ee, free . . .
Free-ee-ee, free-ee-ee, free . . ."
Suddenly, the room became a dark void, with the spot where Cloak sat was silhoetted. as Cloak covered his face in his knees again, as he uttered the last two words.
"From there."
At this point, he awoke, and kicked his feet over the side of his wrought iron bed with its navy blue sheets and comforter. He ironed his face with his hands, disappointed and upset with himself. He was supposed to be over this. He was supposed to have put this stuff behind him. He was supposed to have moved on from this.
Why couldn't his dreams let it go?
***
"The games are god awful," said a boy, about thirteen or fourteen. He was extremely salty at some bombshell news revealed about a favorite gaming franchise of his. To say he was a bit hysterical about it, even about three weeks or so after this news came out.
"The games aren't done yet," said hiss friend, who looked slightly older but not by much. He also looked a bit irritated, as this was clearly a circular conversation that they have been through several times before within the last week. "They don't even hit shelves f another four months."
"That's no excuse, Michael," the other boy replied back, waspishly. He had whipped around to face his boy with a hostility that was wholly unnecessary. Michael just looked at him with a weariness that clearly said that this friendship was on the rocks. "They cut half of the monsters in the game!"
"You don't know it's half, Dexter," Michael said, with a patience that far exceeded most people. "The game is still being worked on."
"And you don't know that it
isn't half. Or more!" Dexter spat, sounding slightly hysterical. Michael said nothing, but his patience was starting to wane.
"It's a game, Dexter, it's not the end of --" Michael said, sounding older than he was. This very circular conversation was aging him, he thought. Dexter hadn't listened to his friend (a very tenuous use of the word at the given moment), and plowed straight on with his angry tirade against the game developer.
"Who knows what they're going to take away next? Breeding your monsters? Their special abilities? The alternate colorings?" Dexter ranted, sounding rather hysterical.
"You're not going to even use any of your old ones in the story of the game, they're just going to sit on their farms and --" Michael pointed out, but, again, was ignored. He was starting to get tired of this.
"And the graphics are
atrocious!" he continued. And Michael rolled his eyes, but Dexter didn't see. "Absolutely unacceptable!"
"The games don't come out for another four months," Michael repeated. He was tired of having to poke holes through Dexter's hysterical theatrics. It was the kind of thing that really old, really fast. But, of course, th point was ignored and cast aside, unaddressed and summarily dismissed. "Dude, calm down."
"Not to mention that this game isn't as groundbreaking as they promised it to be!" he said, garnering some harsh shushes from the other library patrons, but Dexter was not at all embarrassed by this.
"Dude. They may have moved to a new console, but they never promised for it to be groundbreaking -- you just
chose to interpret it that way." Michael said, in an angry hiss. He had finally had enough. His patience had been tried too much, had been stretched too taut, to the breaking point. And it broke. "The graphics haven't been finalized yet, so they're a little lacking. So what? They'll look different upon release. And, yes, you won't have access to
all the monsters. SO WHAT?! You don't even use all of them. And, besides, there's nearly a thousand of them in any case."
"They can just delay --" Dexter said, but this time Michael interrupted him.
"No! They can't just
delay the games." Michael said, not caring he was raising his voice. "The games' release coincides with the anime and TCG. And probably other time constraints and other obstacles that you're just not privy to. But, despite your hysterics, your theatrics, and your incessant
whining, I am still going to enjoy these games. I will not allow you saltiness to ruin that."
"You can't get these games!" Dexter said, forcefully. But he was pretty much a twig and his scope of threatening others was rather narrow. "That will just validate them to make more bad games!"
Michael made a muffled scream of frustration, and stormed out after informing Dexter that they were no longer friends, leaving Dexter to stand there huffing and stewing in his anger, until he disappeared into the shelves.
SOURCE SONG: https://youtube.com/watch?v=mFwR1kLlgpk