"It would help you if I died before Sector Seven caught me," Efaen says with a shrug. She reaches a hand up through her short, frizzy dark hair as she approaches the grieving woman.
"Terenia?" she asks tentatively, stopping a few feet away from her. Terenia blinks slowly, then focuses on Efaen. The corners of her eyes narrow ever so slightly.
"What?" she asks. Her voice is flat and hollow, not angry so much as defeated.
Again, Efaen hesitates, but she takes another step forward, then lowers herself into a squatting position beside Terenia. She spares Claxter only a quick glance before turning her attention back to Terenia. "I wanted to apologize," she says quietly. "For using the morph of Mike during the escape."
Terenia's shoulders stiffen at this, and she blinks rapidly, her narrowed eyes filling with tears, but she says nothing, only hugging her knees more tightly.
"I wouldn't have," Efaen continues, quickly, "but I had to morph someone that wasn't already there, and all the morphs I have...Mike was the only one that wasn't on Corvus." Licking her lips, she continues, speaking quietly, but rapidly. "That doesn't mean that he's dead, though. Corliss is smart, and there are rendezvous points."
Swallowing back a lump in her throat, Terenia doesn't respond immediately. She glances suspiciously up at Claxter, not recognizing him, then looks back to Efaen. "I don't know that he's there," she finally says in a whisper.
"So you're giving up before you can find out?" Efaen asks incredulously. Frustrated, she switches to thought-speech. <I may not know you very well, Terenia, but I know your story --our story -- and I saw you around base enough to know that you are not the sort of person who admits defeat easily. If Corliss and Mike are not at the rendezvous points, perhaps this sort of behavior would be merited, but at this particular juncture it is not. It is cowardly.>
Terenia stares at Efaen during her speech, her fingers curling tightly around her legs, until her fingernails are digging into the fabric of her dirty jeans. A scowl twists her features and when she responds there is a spark of anger in her tone. "I am not a coward."