Am I inworlder or outworlder, or just the obligatory mysterious man?
Perhaps all three.
That would be mysterious indeed.
J/k, you're actually an inner.Just happy to PARTICIPATE!
Patience, patience. You will have a chance to participate-in-all-capital-letters by the end of the story, I promise. Provided you can show a little patience in the meantime.
Chapter Ten
Terenia rubbed her temples, trying to fight down her feelings of frustration. Things had been only barely, finally, starting to get on track towards some form of order, but then, in the blink of an eye, everything had just as quickly fallen apart again.
"Okay, then, two groups," Terenia said, amending her earlier plan, raising her voice to be heard over the rising murmur of panic within the crowd now that a second RAFian had disappeared. "One searches for Estelore, one for Noelle. This side of the room, you'll search for Estelore. That side searches for Noelle. Except for Seal, Steph, and Tony. And, find Blue once he's done with guard duty, he could help, too. You four, I want you to work on a list of everyone who is currently active on RAF, and I mean
everyone, and we'll see if there's anybody else missing."
"And I can see if I can still access RAF's activity logs, somehow," Goom added. "Depending on exactly what happened, there may be a record of events on the site itself."
"I'm pretty good with computers," Aquilai added. "I can help Goom."
"Okay, good," Terenia said. "Richard, you should help with that, too." Richard, who had been standing off to the side of the group of staff members, stoically followed Aquilai and Goom as the three of them walked out of the amphitheatre.
The crowd began to disband, beginning the search for the missing RAFians. Some members blinked out as they crossed over to other websites, while others wandered out of the Media Board towards other areas of RAF.
But then somebody familiar pushed forward through the crowd, grinning as she moved towards Terenia. Even with everything Terenia had to deal with in the past few hours, she couldn't help but smile back, as she practically ran towards Myitt.
"Tara!" Terenia called out excitedly, opening her arms for a hug, which Myitt eagerly returned. "Oh my god, where have you been? I've been so worried about you!"
Myitt paused, as though considering what to say next. "Sorry, my internet was down all day yesterday," Myitt apologized. "Some kind of maintenance, or something."
"Okay, so then . . . " Terenia began, but trailed off as another thought occurred to her. "Hmm, hey, wait. If that's true, then how are you here? You are really here, right?"
There was another odd pause. "It came back up," Myitt said, with an implied 'duh' in her voice.
"That's not what I mean," Terenia said questioningly, looking hard at Myitt, scrutinizing her for some sign of the flat emotionless indifference typical of the other outerworlders. But she could see nothing of the sort.
After a moment, Myitt raised an eyebrow at Terenia. "What?"
"I mean, how are you
here here. You are an innerworlder, right?"
". . . I'm a what now?" Myitt asked.
"Innerworlder," Terenia clarified. "You know, inside the internet?"
There was a long pause. "What?"
"So, okay," Terenia started, wrinkling her brow anxiously, not quite wanting to ask what she was about to ask. "Answer me this. What do you see, in front of your eyes, right now as we're talking?"
" . . . My computer screen?" Myitt answered. "What are you getting at?"
Terenia stared at her incredulously. "But, how?" she asked, thinking out loud. "How is it that you seem perfectly normal?"
". . . I don't know what you're talking about," Myitt answered, confused.
"Look," Terenia said impatiently. "We're kind of in the middle of a crisis, here, and, sorry, but I really do not have time to play the 'do you believe me' game. We are inside the internet, we've been turned into our characters, and RAF is a real place and I'm in here, okay? Now, tell me, what is it that's making you different?"
After another momentary pause, Myitt's eyes widened. "Wow. Um, okay, so, all your posts have been you, actually doing the stuff that's described? That's . . . incredible." She shrugged, but then looked thoughtful. "Hey, wait, you mean, like that? Did I shrug just now? I just typed 'Myitt shrugged.' And, well, I've just been describing what my character is doing. You know, roleplaying."
"Ah, that's the difference!" Terenia said, snapping her fingers. "You're a roleplayer! You need to teach that to the other outerworlders. But, now isn't the time. Like I said, we're in the middle of a crisis. Estelore and Noelle are missing."
"Has anybody checked users online?" Myitt asked, and then without warning she suddenly and stiffly walked away, while, in the real world, she changed the web page.
<Oh man. Terenia?> Ash spoke up from within her own brain. < . . . I think I have some really bad news.>
<Just what I need, more bad news,> Terenia sighed bitterly. <Okay, tell me.>
<I had a different tab open, and I was using the member search function on RAF to try to find Estelore and Noelle, while you were talking to Myitt. Here's the thing, when I type 'Estelore' or 'Noelle' into the search bar, it comes back with a message saying, "Sorry, no matches were found." I . . . I think that their accounts no longer
exist,> Ash said.
<What? No, no, that's not possible,> Terenia insisted, but her blood was turning to ice. <That's just not possible. That would mean . . . No. No no no oh god NO!> She wobbled on her feet as she realized the implications of what Ash had said. Here, within the internet, each innerworlder only existed within their own account. If the account was
gone . . . then where else could they possibly be?