AX
It was rather uncomfortable, standing there in my human morph with Marco, Cassie and Tobias, keeping to his post on a high branch on a tree across from Jake's house. Marco, of course, made many attempts at humour, but his jokes were beyond my understanding. I don't believe either Cassie or Tobias found his jokes funny either. So, we all stood in what I would describe as an uncomfortable silence.
"So...what are the odds that Davey boy just went and ate everyone in Jake's family?" Marco said, suddenly.
"That's not a funny thing to say, Marco." Cassie told him.
"I wasn't trying to be funny, actually." Marco mumbled.
<David wouldn't blow his cover.> Tobias said. <He's got us where he wants us. And, besides, he has no reason to just come out and attack anyone. He's got us running scared.>
"Then again, David's insane." Marco reminded him.
<And then there's that...> Tobias.
And, once more, we were waiting in silence. Waiting for Prince Jake and Rachel to give us the "all clear", as Marco put it. Waiting for the moment we would all have to meet again and discuss the David issue. Waiting around to discuss whether or not we would give David the Escafil Device or not. Though, I did not expect Prince Jake to give up the box; not to David, not to Visser Three. Jake was our leader. Despite David's threats towards most of the Animorph's families, Jake would not hand over the Escafil Device. He, of all people, knew the consequences of doing such a thing. We were in a war, and war was not easy. One must make decisions that decide the fates of many people. Sometimes, despite his morals, a soldier must kill; be it one man, or many men, or an entire planet. The one thing that counts in war is victory. The only problem is that both sides wish to be victorious over the other.
Thankfully, Marco was the one to bring up the question.
"Alright, if we're just going to stand here twiddling our thumbs, we should at least do something productive."
<Do you want us to just storm the place?> Tobias asked.
"You know what I mean. We have to talk about the Ultimatum David gave us. You heard him, he's serious about this. He's going to go after our families."
<Jake already told him that he wasn't going to fork over the box.> Tobias said.
"That was before. I bet Jake's going to say different when David hands his parents over to Visser Three." Marco reminded him. "Listen, this might not mean much to you, or even Ax, but it does to me. And it does to Jake, and Rachel and Cassie. You see, we have people to go home to. We can't risk having them handed to the Yeerks. I already lost my mother, and that was before I could do anything about it. I'm not just going to let them take my dad."
"We could just give him the box." Cassie said, thoughtfully.
"Excuse me?" Marco said, exasperated. "Have you gone crazy?"
"David made it clear that he only wants the box. He's clearly not interested in the war, or the Yeerks. Obviously, he's forgotten about his parents. If we give him the box, he might just leave with Saddler's family and we won't have to deal with him."
"Sure, that sounds great." Marco said, sarcastically. "We had a psycho the box. That way, he finds other pyschos and gives them the morphing ability. I can totally understand why you would want to give him the box. No, really. It makes perfect sense. But have you considered the teeny weeny fact that David might just hand the box over to Visser Three in exchange for his parents?"
"If he did, I wouldn't blame him." Cassie said. "He didn't ask to get involved in any of this."
"Newsflash, Cassie: none of us did." Marco snapped. "But we didn't go crazy like David."
Once again, we stood in silence. I decided that it was time for me to speak. And, since Jake was temporarily absent, I did not feel the need to seek permission to do so.
<It is quite the dilemma.> I sighed. <Prince Jake could decide to keep the box, and risk exposure to the Yeerks, or the possible harm to his family, and the families of Rachel, Cassie and Marco. However,> I continued. <We could give the box to David, without knowing what he intends to do with it.>
<So what do you think we should do?> Tobias asked.
<It is not my decision to make. I will do whatever Prince Jake commands.> I answered.
"Well, pretend you didn't have to answer to Jake." Marco snapped. "Express your opinion."
I hesitated before answering, knowing it would upset my friends.
<I wouldn't give the box to David.> I said, finally. <Despite the risk it poses to all your families, I feel that giving the Escafil Device to David could only result in trouble.>
"And what if all of this was happening on your planet, Ax-man?" Marco asked. "What if we were the ones saying 'Screw it,' when it meant that your parents were in jeopardy?"
<I would not give over the box.> I said.
Marco gave me a look that said he didn't believe me. In fact, I wasn't sure I believed what I had said.
"Right. Well, in that case, I'm out." Marco said.
<Sorry?> Tobias asked.
"Obviously, we've all made our decision. Mine's to get my dad somewhere safe. Whatever happens to the planet..." he shrugged, "Let's just hope your people get here quick, Ax-man."
"You can't be serious, Marco." Cassie said. "You don't mean it."
"Hark, do I hear the cry of the hypocrite?" Marco said, cupping his ear. "Am I mistaken, or did you not leave the group a few weeks ago over your little morals?"
To which Cassie had nothing to say.
"That's what I thought." Marco said. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm heading home. We wait until Jake calls for us to get together. Until then...well, I can't say it's been fun."
And Marco stuck his hands in the pockets of his pants and walked down the street; away from Jake's home.
<I'd better tell Jake.> Tobias said. <He's not going to like this.>