(It was about time that I moved this over here. I wasn't finished with it, but I've not had time 'til now to work on it.)
Before I begin, I must say a few things.
First, I have very little free time, generally. Long spans of time may elapse between posts. Have patience, friends.
Second, those who read this fiction should first familiarize themselves with the RPG "Operation MAAS".
Those who are familiar with it already should know that this fiction is solely about Isabel Stone's past and does not include the other main characters. It will not mention Ellie Hunter, Leia Burke, Daniel Nabet, Poison, Juggernaut, or any of their associated characters.
If it mentions William Higgins, it will only be in passing.
At this point in Isabel's life, she does not know who these people are, except MAYBE Higgins, and ONLY in passing.
Last, I would like to thank Richard for his awesome site, and I wish to dedicate this fiction to duffman, Anna, demos, Shanker, Jayne, and Xan, who have made my time in Operation MAAS extremely enjoyable.
You guys are great. Thank you, from the bottom of...well, we'll just call it my heart, for lack of a better word.
All that follows is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to actual people or events is unintended and purely coincidental.
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A gyrfalcon, pure white and swift as an arrow, flies at top speed away from the skies above Washington, D.C. Half an hour later, she swoops low and dives through the open skylight on the roof of a firehouse in Brooklyn, New York City.
Inside, the falcon lands on one of the I-beams that criss-cross the ceiling. Swiftly and smoothly the bird grows and changes, her primary feathers receding, becoming slender fingers, the tail feathers blending and stretching, billowing out into an ankle-length overcoat. The wicked, ripping beak remolds itself into a sharp, straight nose and thin, white lips. The crown plumage lengthens and winds itself into a tight, immaculate bun of snow-white hair, knotting at the back of the head. The fierce golden eyes suddenly change colors, becoming an even fiercer blue. In less than a minute, the bird has become a short, slim, colorless woman.
The White Lady.
She swings easily down to a broader beam and walks confidently along its length, stopping where a hammock and a backpack are tied, and climing onto the makeshift bed. She pulls a bottle of clear Gatorade, a pen, and a tablet of paper from the pack, she takes a quick drink, and she begins to write.--------
I have gone by many codenames, aliases, pseudonyms, and titles during my lifetime. My four closest friends call me Ghost. My mother and father called me Elizabeth and Isabel, respectively, because Elizabeth and Isabel mean the same in different languages. Those who have seen me morph call me estreen, and those select few who have seen me totally demorph know me as the White Lady.
I am 50% Human and 50% Snow-White Siberian Tiger, and I can be whichever I choose as easily as another woman changes her clothes, and much faster.
Just as easily, I can be a bird, a bat, a bear, an Andalite, and many things besides, for two hours at a time. If I spend more than two hours in one of those forms, I will be trapped in that form forever.
I can be human or tiger for as long as I like, without fear of entrapment. This, among many other things, makes me unique among all the galaxy's morph-capable denizens.
My unique skills have served me well. I have been a bodyguard, thief, morph-dancer, assassin, spy, and much more. I have served in the CIA as an elite spy for the past nine years, using the codename "Ghost", and working as the leader of a group of five exceptionally talented young morphers whose gifts have made them amazing spies.
Today, that all fell apart, I lost my career in the CIA, and I nearly lost my life. The Agency is fallen. This document will serve as my last will and testament, if I should be killed.
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As the woman writes what may be her final message to the world, she remembers. Everything.
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FLASHBACK
I am three years old. My mother, Annelise, is a linguist-par-excellence, and my father, Nikolai Petersen, is the human ambasador to the Andalite homeworld. We are living in the Andalite Embassy in northern Russia. We have traveled to the zoo in St. Petersburg, and we are met by alien ambassadors.
Knowing my place in this interaction, I walk silently before my father as he approaches the Andalite liaison, Aximili-Esgarrouth-Isthill.
<Hello, Nikolai. This is your child, Elizabeth?>
Aximili looks down at me with his main eyes, smiling solemnly. He understands my life.
<Such calm dignity in a little one.> He muses, almost to himself. <Usually a child would run up to me, tripping over their own feet to meet the famous alien. This one walks forward slowly and respectfully like an adult. She waits silently and does not interrupt us with chatter.>
"Yes." My father says. "She is the daughter of an ambassador, and she knows her place."
I curtsy, and my white dress billows around me. I rise and stand still as my father and the alien shake hands. The brisk wind whips my long, dark hair around my face, but I stand utterly motionless.
Aximili walks toward me, a small blue box in his hand.
<I have a gift for you, Elizabeth; please place your hand on the top face of the box.>
Not knowing what is expected of me, I glance toward my father. He nods in encouragement, and he smiles reassuringly. There is a sadness in his eyes, and in Aximili's eyes, but I didn't understand why. I do as the blue alien says, and a cold-hot-electric tingle passes through my arm.
<You now have the ability to become any animal that you can touch. Never remain the same animal for more than two hours, or you will be trapped forever in its shape.>
He hands the box to my father.
<Your family may keep this Escafil device.>
"Thank you." We say in chorus.
The ambassadors then retire indoors to talk about affairs of state, and I wait patiently with my mother.
After the peace talks have ended, we visit the exibits, and Aximili accompanies us, observing the various animals of the Arctic Circle that have been collected here. We pass the exibit of a Snow-White Siberian Tiger, a gorgeous female named Reina
Neva, which, mother said, meant "snow queen" in Spanish. The tigress' eyes were brilliantly blue, the same color as my eyes, and the color of the blue box. The big cat had pristine white fur and no visible color beyond her eyes. She was like the snow that filled her habitat. She was perfect, fierce, powerful, and terribly beautiful, and I loved her instantly.
<A tiger! That was Prince Jake's battle morph, you know. It is a good morph for self-defense, and it is very beautiful.> He looked down at me quizzically.
<Elizabeth, would you like to be able to become the tiger?>
"Oh, yes, please!" I piped, before I thought to consult my father. I glanced at him, afraid that he would be mad.
He was. He gave me warning look, but he nodded to go ahead, because it is bad politics to refuse a gift, and it is even worse to go back on your decisions.
<Good! Here, now. Have you ever ridden a horse?>
I nodded.
<Well, then, climb on my back and hold on tightly.>
I could not believe what I was hearing, but I obeyed instantly. As soon as my arms were wrapped tightly around the Andalite's waist, he leapt over the fence and landed beside the tiger. He pressed his tail against the alarmed cat, and it immediately fell asleep.
<Now, Elizabeth, while she is in a trance, go and touch her. Imagine the tiger becoming a part of you.>
I did as he said, and then I climbed back onto his back.
We left the habitat, and I thanked him. Later we made our formal good-byes, and my family returned to our home in the embassy.
"Isabel Rosetta Stone." My father called me sternly, and I dared not disobey. When he used the Americanized form of my name, I knew to be careful with my actions.
"You should have consulted me, Isabel. I am not pleased that you let your emotions interfere with a state meeting. However, I am glad that you have a way of protecting yourself now. If anyone tries to harm you, become the tiger and get away; am I understood?"
"Yes, papa." I lowered my eyes. "May I practice being the tiger, papa?"
"Yes, but only in my presence, when I am in Polar Bear morph. Let us practice now." He had me put on a child-sized morphing suit, and then immediately began morphing, becoming the bear in forty-five seconds. His speed took my breath away, and it was beautiful to watch. Already a tall and powerfully-built man, his height nearly doubled, and his morph only added to his natural magesty.
<Now morph the tiger. Imagine yourself becoming the cat.>
I did as he said, and to my amazement I grew fur and a tail, exponentially increasing in size. In just under a minute I was the tiger, and her instincts pulled at my mind. I snarled at the huge bear, wanting to get out of the tiny room.
<Control yourself immediately.> He snapped.
I forced my emotions and the cat's instincts violently into the back of my mind, wary of irritating my father.
I sat down on my haunches.
<Now demorph. This time go faster, as fast as you can.>
I demorphed, watching the clock on the wall. Half a minute. My father had me morph and demorph repeatedly that day, pushing my mind and endurance to their limits, compelling me to go faster, to control the changes, to move around the room as I morphed so that I no longer fell over when my legs changed their shapes and my joints and bones reversed themselves. Soon I could morph in thirty seconds, fully clothed and wearing shoes, on the run, without breaking stride. That was the longest day of my young life, and my father spent every hour of his free time that week tutoring me in morph-combat. He occasionally would grin suddenly and compliment my technique, and at other times he took notes and filmed the morphs. He talked to my teachers and my mother a lot that week, but wasn't allowed to hear.
Only later did I learn why.
End of Flashback
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I have had many different careers during my life, but the first was as my father's bodyguard. Because I was half-tiger, I used my senses and reflexes to our advantage, and I could be totally tiger even faster than my father could morph Polar Bear or my mother could morph Arctic Wolf. In an emergency, I could protect them both most efficiently, even more so than their assigned guards that were provided by each of Earth's major countries.
However, I had another role to fill: I was the ambassador's daughter, first and foremost. It was my job to be cute and respectful, seen but never heard unless asked a direct question or given a gift.
This job became simultaneously easier and more difficult for me as I grew up, primarily because of the cancer and the accident.
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Flashback
Two months after I acquired the tiger, I passed out during a meeting at the embassy. I was rushed to the hospital in Kiev, and they found a malignant and inoperable tumor in my brain, right where the control centers were for morphing and DNA synthesis in the cells. Chemotherapy was out of the question, due to the delicacy of the brain's chemical balance.
Radiation was the only answer.
It was my only radiation treatment, because it nearly killed me.
I laid back on the steel slab as the Rad-emitter moved forward. It turned on, and suddenly my entire body was wracked with scorching agony. My skin felt like it was on fire, and blue sparks sizzled across my hands and face. Curiously enough, I felt ice-cold inside. Not numb, but devoid of warmth. The cold scared me even more than the fire and the lightning, and I realized suddenly that I was morphing, a reflex reaction to intense pain. I knew that the tiger could endure it, that she would save me from the deadly agony. The pain stopped after what seemed like an eternity, and the technicians turned the emitter off. My parents rushed to my side, and I tried to demorph.
I couldn't do it.
I redoubled my efforts, searching inside myself for the human DNA that was my identity. I dug deep for my dark hair, so similar to my mother's.
Nothing.
I gave up and relaxed my mind, imagining my own blue eyes, something the tiger shared. Instantly the changes began, and in half a minute I was myself again.
Almost.
My mother gasped, "Elizabeth! Your hair! You're so pale!"
I looked at the mirror across the room. My hair, my face, my lips, all were totally and purely snow white.
But my eyes were blue.
Those weren't the only changes, either. X-rays showed that my bones and muscles were twice as dense as before, and they had lengthened and changed angles somewhat, so that I was nearly the same height, but my arms, legs, neck and spine were all longer and leaner, more flexible. I could do a handstand and a backbend effortlessly, but I looked no stronger than another 3-year-old. I would always appear much shorter than I actually was, because my legs had to bend somewhat to compensate for my lengthened spine. My balance improved radically, but I started wearing a long overcoat to conceal the change in my posture. I could stand up perfectly straight and darken my hair if I partially morphed my mother, however, so I didn't stand out as much in a crowd.
My mind was clearer and my reflexes sharper, but my thoughts were cold, logical, and unemotional. Emotion didn't matter as much to me, but survival became twice as important. I had the calm, fearless, calculating mind of a predator.
My senses were amazing; I could literally hear a pin drop and see half a mile in the dark. I could smell the presence of a single drop of blood from thirty feet away.
There was one change that the doctors never learned about, though.
I was colorblind.
In fact, I could see exactly one color: my eye color. The fire-ice-lightning color of the morphing cube.
I could see a faint blue halo around my parents, and nothing of color on my doctors. Everyone around me who could morph glowed that precise shade of blue.
People in morph glowed even more brightly, and people who were actually morphing shone like blue suns. My own Escafil device was utterly radiant.
I could see morphing energy. I never told anyone, but it has served me very well over the years.
Also, some morphers glowed more than others, and my parents and I were among them. I later learned that people with that particular intensity of blue were estreens.
Also, although I had tear glands and a clear third eyelid on each eye to prevent my eyes drying, I no longer had proper ducts.
Unless I morphed another human, I would never weep again.
The cancer was gone because my DNA had fused with that of the tiger, the doctors told us.
I acquired more animals, learning that I could morph and demorph directly from my tiger shape, completely bypassing my human form when I wished it.
I even found that I could remain tiger past the two-hour limit.
A Month Later
I stand on the dais, wearing a graceful white gown. I look upwards and raise my arms, arching my neck back as the snowy wings of the gyrfalcon stretch out from my shoulderblades.
The audience watches me in rapt silence, gasping in awe as I leap high into the air, falling in slow motion with my wings held straight out. I flare the primary feathers of my right wing, and I instantly turn around, my back to the audience.
I draw the wings back instantly in midair and my spine stretches into the tiger's tail. I land silently on all four paws.
I morph immediately the white goshawk, my long tiger's tail becoming the long tail feathers of the bird. I take off into the air, swooping low over the audience, then demorphing slowly a foot above the dais.
I grow swiftly, becoming a human-sized bird. All at once I land and reclaim my human features. I morph my mother's dark hair and straight spine, hiding my true appearance.
I bow to the audience, and they leap to their feet, screaming my name.
I am a superstar.
Elizabeth Petersen, the perfect daughter of the ambassador, is dead. She has been replaced by a cold, fierce, emotionless artist with the body of a child and the body of a tiger, by turns.
I am Isabel Stone. The child genius, the wunderkind, the estreen. The greatest morph-dancer the galaxy has ever known.
I am four years old. I am an interplanetary sensation, the new Shirley Temple, the new symbol of peace between the Andalite and Human worlds.
I was compared to Mozart and Gandhi, among others. Cassie the Animorph herself shook my hand on a public stage.
My parents had seen my morphing skills long before the accident, and they knew what I could do for our publicity and for the peace talks, as a human who had benefited from the Andalite influence. They had found me an agent, a clever woman with a sharp mind.
I was a star, literally overnight. I chose morphs that were white in color because they concealed my white hair and made the performances flow more smoothly. I chose many bird morphs, because their grace and my whiteness could turn me into an angel, in the eyes of my audience.
My new feline grace made me especially good at gymnastics and dance, and my inherited morphing skills and natural creativity allowed me to create awe-inspiring forms that touched human and Andalite alike.
Too bad I went bad.
One Year Later
I am five years old. I receive news that my mother has died. Her car hit a tree and fell into a ravine. Her body was never found. Her legacy lives on in me, because I acquired her as a morph, and because she taught me every language she knew. We hold a private funeral, and I morph gyrfalcon at the end of the ceremony. I shriek in agony and rage as only a falcon can.
I shed no tears.
Two Years Later
I am seven years old. I have been kidnapped by a mafia lord. He uses anti-morphing technology to force me to demorph from the fly shape that I used to escape.
I suffer indescribable agony, feeling each and every change without the usual numbness.
I later morph Black Mamba and kill them all, the boss and his henchmen.
I fly home to my father.
He finally realizes that I am not the same child that I was when we met Aximili in the zoo. I haven't been the same since the accident, but it has taken my mother's death and my own torture to make him understand.
He knows now. Elizabeth is dead.
I am the White Lady now, a ghostly being surrounded by death and pain.
Black is only the color of gentle night.
White is the true color of death. I know now that I will only hurt my father if I stay here. I can take care of myself.
A seven year old human is a baby, but a seven year old tiger is a wisened adult.
I am somewhere between the two, and very capable of survival.
Three Years Later
At ten years of age, I am a millionaire.
I hold private morph-dancing performances, and I am my own agent. I invade the homes of the rich at night and steal from them. I play the stock market and I work short days as bodyguard for the very people I rob, using morphs of adult humans as disguises. I visit my father once a week, while he sleeps, but if he knows that I am there, he gives no indication.
I am free.
I am not immoral, but rather amoral. The tiger inside me is a survivor, and she allows no room for a conscience.
I buy a city block in Brooklyn, New York City. America gives me even better opportunities.
I can be anyone, anything.
I am untouchable.
I fear nothing.
A new upstart mob boss in the City notices the skill of my crimes, where they are recognized. Word of this reaches me, and I serve as his elite assassin for six years. The White Lady is a symbol of death in New York, and I am very well paid. I am efficient when I kill. I am never cruel, and many a criminal has met a painless end at my hand, where another might torture them at length.
I take no pleasure in their deaths. I accept them as facts of my existence. The tiger sees them as prey.
Six Years Later
I am in love with the boss' son Alexander. Alex is an estreen, too. He is a year younger than me.
His family dies in a bombing, but we survive by morphing. He comes to live with me.