All right. This is stupid. And this is going to sound stupid. Because I'm being stupid. But I'm confused, and I'm having a hard time understanding myself.
Basically, I feel like there's no point in being here anymore. I've had my fill of Animorphs discussions, and now that real life is cutting back on my free time, I'm beginning to ask myself why I hang out here if I can't take the time to actually get to KNOW any of you. I'm tired of pretending to know all of you when honestly, I don't.
I'm not an attention hog. I'm not leaving because Rachel did it too. If I'd had the guts, I would have left a few months ago. And I'm not doing this to be a dramaqueen. Drama's the last thing I want right now. I just want to be at peace with myself and I don't feel that I can do that while I'm here.
Maybe I'm just being stupid and overlooking what I've got, but right now it's just too confusing for me. I'll be here off and on. Maybe I'll delete this later. Who knows. But until then, I'm going to step back for awhile and stop pretending that I'm one of you guys.
Later.