Also am I the only one who actually likes #41?
Nope, you're not! I get frustrated at the general sentiment of dislike for it, given that it's actually one of my favorite books in the whole series. I'd rank it in my top five, and given how much I love Animorphs as a whole, that is SAYING SOMETHING.
Yeah, it didn't add anything to the overall plot of the books. Yeah, it could have been skipped (people who make this argument forget that you can actually skip an
entire series if you feel like it). But I feel like it really explored Jake's psyche, showed how incredibly messed-up his thoughts are at this stage in the war. Some of the imagery in that book is so poetic in its twistedness, and I love it.
By the way, I don't think there
was a being at the end. I think the whole thing was in Jake's head. I think he just needed to 'invent' some kind of all-powerful Ellimist-esque thing to explain it all, some way to absolve him of responsibility for his own thoughts (can't really say 'actions' here). Saying it was all in Jake's head also goes some way towards fixing what I saw as the book's one major flaw; that it was so heavily weighted towards 'save your friends and screw the world.' I would have liked it better as a more grey-morality book, exploring the differences between saving the one and saving the many, but given that Jake so desperately
wants to be able to save every individual person, it still makes some sense there.
Also, I was surprised to find 48 on this list, too. Most of the book was just kinda meh in my opinion, not one of the better ones, but not terrible. But, it gains points for having my favorite ending in the entire series. I LOVED the cliffhanger at the end of 48. That bittersweet moral dilemma, and the fact that Rachel has absolutely no idea what to do, was absolutely twisted and dark and beautiful.