Richard's Animorphs Forum
RAF Section => Introductions & Departures => Topic started by: Darth Zakryn on December 14, 2011, 01:38:02 PM
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I've been thinking of leaving RAF. Should I?
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Well, I do remember helping you out when you doubted it. Thanks for returning the favor.
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Good advice. I do remember. :)
EDIT: It's not so much anyone offending me as me offending others. Just thought I'd clear that up.
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;3 You haven't offended anyone. We can get pretty serious when it comes to debate, but you've been as reasonable as you can be given your tough circumstances. *Huggles* ^_______^
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Thanks, Shen. Would anyone really miss me if I left? I haven't felt like the best RAFian lately...
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Thanks. I know you would. I don't suppose you've heard what's happened with my family recently?
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Actually, it turns out that that is a long story. It turns out that yes she was raped and attacked viciously, but she actually lived. We don't talk home that much, and our phone bill is especially expensive long distance, and someone miscommunicated the wrong thing with us, and one thing led to another and that's how we ended up thinking that. She was in the hospital since November, though, and I just wanna kill the SOB who did it to her and maybe the idiot who led me to think she was dead...
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But there's one thing I forgot; I know her, and I know she's been very depressed before, clinically depressed. There is a possiblity she might commit suicide. Things have happened to her in the past, and while there is a slight chance she'll do it, it's slight nonetheless. That's why I sent her a letter. Dunno how I can go there, though. We live 600 miles away, and we barely have enough to feed ourselves after the rent is paid. I'll figure something out, though. It would be even worse now if she died after finding out she's still alive.
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No one believed you? That's horrible!
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Why that's enraging! Really sickening! How do you DO it? If that was me for some reason, I'd dispense a little "justice" myself.
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Yes...... well, back to the subject at hand, I think I should leave. I really blew it big time in insulting Alic. If not permanently, then for a while.
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Well, I'm going to be leaving soon. If I come back, it might be a while. Thank you all.
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I really wish I could convince you to stay, but I'm not sure what more I can say beyond what I've already said. I'll miss you, Zakryn. I wish you the best.
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I can't do it. I can't leave RAF. I've tried, but I don't think I can do it. It feels like a place where I belong, but I feel so guilty about how I've been acting the past few years...
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It sounds like you're going through a rough time, just take a breather. :) I'm very sorry to hear about your family. (I did not get the whole story, to be completely honest this is my first day venturing outside of the first three threads in the forums, I guess I've been RAFantisocial up until now. XD)
No one ever died from being insulted, even if you did insult them. In a world of 7 billion people, not everyone is going to get along. And when it comes to debating, well, its debating, if you can't stand the heat, get out of the kitchen. ;)
I don't think you've done anything worth leaving over.
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I'll give you the full story in a pm.
The full list of people I've inadvertently insulted are KitsuneMarie, poparena, and Alic. And then I think of all the threads where I'm combative and belligerent. I really try my best, but it doesn't seem to be good enough.
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. . . Does this mean I should take back that nomination for "Most Missed"?
Seriously, though, I'm glad you decided to stay. RAF is probably the most understanding place there is. I highly doubt any of the people you supposedly 'insulted' is going to hold it against you.
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Yeah, thanks Dino, and you, Noelle... the simplest way to solve this is to say I have insecurities. Major ones.