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Re: Won't be here much...
« Reply #15 on: January 28, 2009, 07:57:44 PM »
All right. This is stupid. And this is going to sound stupid. Because I'm being stupid. But I'm confused, and I'm having a hard time understanding myself.

Basically, I feel like there's no point in being here anymore. I've had my fill of Animorphs discussions, and now that real life is cutting back on my free time, I'm beginning to ask myself why I hang out here if I can't take the time to actually get to KNOW any of you. I'm tired of pretending to know all of you when honestly, I don't.

I'm not an attention hog. I'm not leaving because Rachel did it too. If I'd had the guts, I would have left a few months ago. And I'm not doing this to be a dramaqueen. Drama's the last thing I want right now. I just want to be at peace with myself and I don't feel that I can do that while I'm here.

Maybe I'm just being stupid and overlooking what I've got, but right now it's just too confusing for me. I'll be here off and on. Maybe I'll delete this later. Who knows. But until then, I'm going to step back for awhile and stop pretending that I'm one of you guys.

Later.
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Re: Won't be here much...
« Reply #16 on: January 28, 2009, 08:03:43 PM »
All right. This is stupid. And this is going to sound stupid. Because I'm being stupid. But I'm confused, and I'm having a hard time understanding myself.

Basically, I feel like there's no point in being here anymore. I've had my fill of Animorphs discussions, and now that real life is cutting back on my free time, I'm beginning to ask myself why I hang out here if I can't take the time to actually get to KNOW any of you. I'm tired of pretending to know all of you when honestly, I don't.

I'm not an attention hog. I'm not leaving because Rachel did it too. If I'd had the guts, I would have left a few months ago. And I'm not doing this to be a dramaqueen. Drama's the last thing I want right now. I just want to be at peace with myself and I don't feel that I can do that while I'm here.

Maybe I'm just being stupid and overlooking what I've got, but right now it's just too confusing for me. I'll be here off and on. Maybe I'll delete this later. Who knows. But until then, I'm going to step back for awhile and stop pretending that I'm one of you guys.

Later.

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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #17 on: February 08, 2009, 07:28:55 PM »
All right, so I'm coming back. It's been nearly two weeks, and I've made my decision to stay. Just because I don't have as much time to hang out here as I'd like to doesn't mean I shouldn't when I still can. It's just that I hate not being able to get on and actually speak with you guys, so when I do, it feels kind of awkward. But RAF is the best forum on the internet, and I've got no reason to leave it. And I DO know some of you, but only to a certain extent. Maybe I can change that when summer arrives again. After all, summer is the only reason I ever became an active member at all.

So, yeah, that's about it. I'm glad to be back. And thanks for supporting my decision and understanding. :)

... So have I missed anything? You know how quickly things move around here. ^_^
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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #18 on: February 08, 2009, 07:30:08 PM »
Yay!

Welcome back!
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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #19 on: February 08, 2009, 07:44:08 PM »
...Where's the awesome avatar? I want the awesome avatar back!!!

But nice to see you again.

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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #20 on: February 08, 2009, 07:45:25 PM »
The awesome avatar is still there.  What are you talking about?
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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #21 on: February 08, 2009, 07:49:57 PM »
I see no avatar. Either there's a conspiracy, or something's not right here.

Or both. There probably is a conspiracy anyway.

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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #22 on: February 08, 2009, 07:53:17 PM »
Yes.  It's a conspiracy.  It's called Let-everyone-but-Guy-see-the-avatar Take 2.
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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #23 on: February 08, 2009, 07:57:50 PM »
Take 2.

Great. When exactly was take 1?

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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #24 on: February 08, 2009, 08:03:39 PM »
Um...we don't talk about take 1...
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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #25 on: February 08, 2009, 08:48:09 PM »
XD, you guys are so funny. One of the reasons why I love this place.
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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #26 on: February 08, 2009, 08:54:51 PM »
Hello!
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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #27 on: February 08, 2009, 09:03:22 PM »
Hi!!!
If you are not in my avatar, and would like to be, or if you changed your name and avatar and would like me to update it, PM me. I cannot add or change anyone at the moment as I lost the file I use for this, but if people still want in, I'll work on it.

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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #28 on: February 08, 2009, 10:49:03 PM »
'Lo!

And the avatar is back!

Yays!

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Re: Coming and Going
« Reply #29 on: February 09, 2009, 09:30:44 AM »
Drat...

[spoiler]Time for take 3...[/spoiler]
If you are not in my avatar, and would like to be, or if you changed your name and avatar and would like me to update it, PM me. I cannot add or change anyone at the moment as I lost the file I use for this, but if people still want in, I'll work on it.

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